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There is a time for everything,
and a season for every activity under the heavens:

a time to be born and a time to die,
a time to plant and a time to uproot,
a time to kill and a time to heal,
a time to tear down and a time to build,
a time to weep and a time to laugh,
a time to mourn and a time to dance,
a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them,
a time to embrace and a time to refrain from embracing,
a time to search and a time to give up,
a time to keep and a time to throw away,
a time to tear and a time to mend,
a time to be silent and a time to speak,
a time to love and a time to hate,
a time for war and a time for peace.

What do workers gain from their toil? I have seen the burden God has laid on the human race. He has made everything beautiful in its time. He has also set eternity in the human heart; yet no one can fathom what God has done from beginning to end. I know that there is nothing better for people than to be happy and to do good while they live. That each of them may eat and drink, and find satisfaction in all their toil—this is the gift of God. I know that everything God does will endure forever; nothing can be added to it and nothing taken from it. God does it so that people will fear him.

Ecclesiastes 3:1-14
New Life

Last Sunday one of my very best friends made a public affirmation of her faith and was baptized. I cannot express in words how special this moment was. It was only a few months ago that I received a text from her saying that “I accepted God=]” I remember opening this text after church one Sunday and being so overwhelmed with joy that I started to cry. This was one of the happiest days of my life! I was now able to call one of my oldest friends a sister in Christ.

It had been more than a year prior to receiving this text that I could tell that she was searching for something more to life. It was during a coffee date in October 2009 that I remember her asking me questions about my faith and I even invited her to church with me. I continued to pray for her and ask God to open her heart to His great love. Of course, God did not work the timing I had hoped for. But His timing was so much greater! Not only was my friend’s life transformed through her new relationship with Christ, my faith was strengthened in seeing the power of prayer and God’s faithfulness in answering. I am so excited for her new life in Christ!

“We were therefore buried with him through baptism into death in order that, just as Christ was raised from the dead through the glory of the Father, we too may live a new life.” -Romans 6:4

“Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives; the one who seeks finds; and to the one who knocks, the door will be opened.” -Matthew 7:7-8

Above all else, guard your heart, for everything you do flows from it.
Proverbs 4:23 (via kelleybear)
Christ has no body but yours,
No hands, no feet on earth but yours,
Yours are the eyes with which he looks
Compassion on this world,
Yours are the feet with which he walks to do good,
Yours are the hands, with which he blesses all the world.
Yours are the hands, yours are the feet,
Yours are the eyes, you are his body.
Christ has no body now but yours,
No hands, no feet on earth but yours,
Yours are the eyes with which he looks
compassion on this world.
Christ has no body now on earth but yours.
Teresa of Avila (1515–1582)
Excitement

I am getting really excited for Kids Summer Adventure (aka VBS) at church next week. I helped with decorations on Tuesday which fueled more of my excitement! The church is going to look so cool!

I’m excited for 2 reasons. One- I’ve been attending Bethany for over 2 years now, but because I am so involved with YL I haven’t really had a chance to serve at church yet. This opportunity with Kids Summer Adventure is a great chance to serve the church and get to be more involved with the church body. Two- The last few months I’ve been doubting whether or not I really want to teach…I spend a lot of time with kids through YL and nannying, but I haven’t been in an elementary classroom since September 2009. While this will obviously not be a classroom setting, I am hoping that spending time with elementary age kids in this structured environment will clear some of my doubts or maybe shed light on what I might what to do instead of teach.

The Pandamania all starts Monday night!!

Give up your self, and you will find your real self. Loose your life and you will save it. Submit to death, death of your ambitions and favorite wishes every day and death of your whole body in the end: submit with every fiber of your being, and you will find eternal life. Keep back nothing. Nothing that you have not given away will ever really be yours. Nothing in you that has not died will ever be raised from the dead. Look for yourself, and you will find in the long run only hatred, loneliness, despair, rage, ruin, and decay. But look for Christ and you will find Him, and with Him everything else thrown in.
C.S. Lewis
Thankful

There haven’t many times in my life that I have been genuinely thankful for being single, but these past few weeks has been one of them.

Because its summer I have so much time on my hands. Outside of work, I have no obligations or commitments. This means two things…I can come home from work and do whatever I want, and I get to hang out with my Young Life girls all the time. Now as great as the first one sounds, its been the second that has brought me so much joy! Taking kids to camp has been the highlight of my summer for the past 2 years, but I did not think hanging out with these girls was going to be such a close second. These sixth grade girls are hilarious and so sweet!

Now how does this relate to being thankful for my singleness?? Its pretty simple…I don’t have anyone, specifically a man, who is taking my time. I can do whatever I want with my time. These girls can be my first priority. I can devote as much time as I want to these girls with few limitations.

And it gets even better…while building relationships with these sixth grade girls is a high priority in my life, there’s one Being who deserve the most of me. I can spend ample amount of time with the Lord with fewer distractions than during the school year. Now I cannot say that He’s received as much of my time as He should, however, when I have meet with Him through prayer, journaling, reading scripture and worship I have encountered His presence. I am so incredibly excited to see how He is going to work in my life this summer. I feel like He has great things in store!

Drop thy still dews of quietness
‘Til all our strivings cease;
Take from our souls the strain and stress,
And let our ordered lives confess
The beauty of Thy peace.
John Greenleaf Whittier
Spare Time

“We must convert our spare time into another kind of time: time when we study the Bible; time when we turn our thoughts toward the throne of God in prayer; time when we pick up a good book, go for a walk, do some gardening, or visit someone in the hospital; time when we do what we have sinfully neglected because we were ‘too busy.’ ” -Josh Phillips

I am going to have a lot of spare time this summer, which I am really excited for! But I hope that I will use it wisely and not waste the days that God has given me.

my daddy treats me like a princess and i absolutely love it! if my father loves me this much, i can only imagine how much my Heavenly Father loves me:)